Lonely ... n I'm Mr Lonely

Currently listening 2 Lonely by Akon
n
surprisingly 2 Malaysians' Best Kept Secret of Erra Fazira's 'Berteman Sepi'
(Erra U rawkz)

A Memoir

Loneliness is always looking for a friend
It found me once and it has been around since then
Loneliness is never waiting by the door
It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored
Why, why I was chosen?
Why am I left without?
The love of my life, the love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of dreams, the love that I want
Loneliness knows me by my name
Loneliness knows everything I keep inside
My endless thought in the silence of the night
Loneliness is the one who made see
Ain't nobody else who can make a change but me
Life is more and that would be the vacant space
The cried out tears and a never ending maze
I have found what only loneliness provides
A strength within knowing I will find

At nites, I cry

0237 of July 24 2007

XXX

Attention please

I'M BACK

N

I KNOW WAT U DID LAST TIME !!!!







-GRINS APPALINGLY-

While I m still A-L-I-V-E

I'm hereby wud like to seek thousands if not, zillions of apologies 4 a very damn long silence. Loads of things happening which took me a time 4 reflection. I even faced a moment of truth where I simply loose da will 2 live. My my - life cud be so tormenting and despondencing

...

But, all in all,, I appreciate my life still. Da melancholic stanzas dat has appeared wudn't chagrin my hope for a better day to come. Da day where sorrowness go away and tranquils unveil.

in da end, I've come up wif a list. 4 me 2 adhere n 2 guide myself wif. n I vow dat 2007 wud be a year 4 success n full of glory ... no more love , no more tears bebeh
( Chayyokkkk ... Aja Aja Fighting )

So dere u go


While Im A-L-I-V-E, I want @ will

1) Get 2 know myself more n find out who I am really

2) Choose my goals carefully

3) Be honest with meself

4) Always believe in meself - dat I can do it

5) Find many interests n pursue 'em

6) Find out wat is important 2 me

7) Find out wat I am gud @

8) Don't afraid 2 make mistakes

9) Work hard 2 achieve successes

10) When things arent going rite, dont give up - just try harder

11) Give urself freedom 2 try out new things

12) Laugh n have a gud time

13) Open urself up 2 love (euwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww) horny mode now LOL

14) Take part in da beauty of nature

15) Be appreciative of all dat u have

16) Help those less fortunate than ye

17) Work 2wards peace in da world - let dere be no war,discrimination and prejudice

18) Live life to da fullest

19) Create ur own dreams and follow them until they are a reality

20) Be the world to da people






p/s : Credit 2 Susan Polis Schutz 4 shooting me dis idea. Sounds simple but means a lot



Standing still,
xxx