Its 0323 in da morning
Its just a week after we have gone to different paths in life. How mine cud be so empty without ur presence around. How I miss ur smile, ur tears, ur naughty jokes (especially dedicated to da boys) n everything. U mite have no idea, dat every single day I've been thinking da moments dat we've spent 2gether. Everything is juz so fresh & real and will dilute and fade never.
I miss my monsters. U guys spiced up my life. Even we had undergo sum 'cold' relationship @ first, but we managed 2 break da ice. Thanks 2 K. Faezah n A. Faisal aka A Jambu 4 such a gud cooperation. Without them, monsters wud never be as merrier as we had. Blatantly, I cud never have succeeded without a hand from them.
Dearest Adi, Akram, Hasbullah, Wani, Nisah, Afzan, Ieka, Tika, Iema, Mira, Farhana n Syafiqa,
The last day saw our dreams fell apart n broken - 2 be da best group in Kalsom 13. I've tried my best 2 instill da spirit of grouphood and da sense of belonging amongst us, but I guess it wasn't enough. But I'm truly proud dat da MONSTERS have proven, we belong 2 each other other; like da 3 Musketeers' "One 4 All, All 4 One"
U guys r my heroes. Even we loss, but I think da bound of hearts between us dat matters. Violaaaaa ...
Kalsom taught me 2 be sincere on wat u feel and 2 express our feelings b4 its too late 2 tell da person how much u admire @ love him/her. n da person who taught me is Siti Syoffia. I wud never imagine a minor like u possess a strength in expressing ur feelings. As for dat, I do admire u, same goes 2 Aiza and another gal (which I seem 2 fail remembering her name...sorry)
I also learnt dat, been religious or studying in Islamic Skewls doesn't discommunicate u from joining da rest. We know dat ISLAM isn't as strict as we thought n it never promotes one being an extremist. 2 all my dearest from from SMKA Arau n SMKA (P) Kangar, do remember, no matter wat n who r we amongst human, we remain da same b4 da eyes of God; pietiness (at-taqwa) dat matters {Al-Hujurat aka 'the rooms': 13 }
Syafiq, I just love ur smile ( I hope dat's not so gay ... haha). Da smile dat shows being a muslim is not 2 fear ppl, but 2 get 'em closer 2 us n more important 2 God. Never stop smiling cuz smiles are charities. Its da simplest n cost-less effort 2 bridge ppl. n we shud bridge one another 4 a better world 2 live on.
Thirdly, I've learnt dat everyone is born wif his/her own uniqueness. Never and ever underestimate ppl who come from different class from urs. I may now seek apology 4 feeling frustrated on ur ability n now u've proven dat English doesn't belong 2 middle classes, da urbans n elites, n da westerners but also 2 all class of homosapiens. I'm truly amazed by ur ability in embracing da language. da treasure hunt was a blast, wasn't it. Im sorry guys , n I know u cud improve in da times 2 come. Always remember - no matter how fluent we speak English whether wif da Brit's Cockney accents or wif da American's, Bahasa Malaysia wud always be our mother tongue n da former will remain as our 2nd language.
To all my future lawyers, thanks 4 dropping by 2 our law booth n I hope my lame explaination boosts ur interest in pursuing law in da future. da job is demanding and comes wif various hardships n challenges. Law wud never be easy. It is driven wif passion 2gether wif high determination. n I hope dat all of u will bear da ups & downs 2 achieve wat u aimed for. Not becuz of me @ WanZhu a lawyer, but becuz u r meant 2 be it.
C U in court in guys.
To my trainee look alike MC (u know who u are) -grins-, thanks 4 cooperating. I wud never train ppl unless I know he/she got da potentials 2 stand up n speak. And I see da potentials in u. Please dun let 'em die in u. Remember da things I've taught n and use it wisely. Hey, we were really a good duet, bro. "Ladies n Gentlemen, please welcome on da stage, ur mc - Muhamad Suhayasir Ahmad" -applause-
Ashraf n Fadzli ,dun be so cheeky yah. U been a bit naughty ( haha, in a gud way I mean ) n Ashraf, I know wat u did on da last nite of Kalsom. Dating wif faci(s) is not tolerable and would lead to serious offence =) [da faci(s) will be punished too] LOL
Maryam n Faiz (Derma), dun let da fear seal ur words to be spoken. Speak out as much as u can cuz u'll find da strength n braveness of doing so.
Syifa n Wan Norafarahanim, trust me, U'll find sum1 better than me, who able 2 speak better, act wiser. Dee (Rosdi), I admire ur dual characters. I wud never imagine 'da-other-side-of-u' on da stage. but it was a good try tho.
n to da rest whom da names arent mentioned, dat wud never make u less special. Indeed u r so precious in my life. I may now take dis stage to give my profoundest expressions of gratitude 2 all of you who been wif me since da day we met. Even each and every tiny drops of the rain cud not sufficiently amount my greatest thanks to u.
My dearest Adik-Adik,
I vow dat I will never let our memories dry n die, simply becuz, its not drawn on da sand, fearing da wave will sweep 'em away, neither on da clouds, afraid da winds mite blow but I've sealed it everlastingly in my heart. N no one cud ever take dat away untill da very day I close my eyes leaving dis mortal earth.
I love you more than anyone wud do. I believe dat, things happened wif a reason. I am now profusely thanking God, 4 bringing me back home. Had da fact dat I remained in da UK, such memories are yet to exist. Destiny has brought us 2gether, flying over da lands n sea, crossing da boarders n countries.
I thank God for everything.
Adik-Adik Sekalian,
Percayalah, saya benar2 menyayangi anda semua. Andalah permata hati saya. dan saya tidak akan meninggalkan anda walaupun sesudah tamatnya program ... kerana Kalsom adalah selamanya
Its getting dawn now. I may pen off and preparing 2 dream all of u in my sleep. Goodbye my loved ones; sweet dreams n sleep tight.
As Much As U Miss Me, I Love U Even More ...
Lots of loves,
xxx WanZhu xxx
