Initially, 3 months ago, I was reluctant 2 set any 2012 resolutions. Reason being, only 30% of my previous annual resolutions met da target, while da remaining deemed failed (put in a nicer word – yet 2 b achieved^^). N even after 3 months, I came up with a similar rule, self-centered policy of mine, which I think not much different from the conscience I had during New Year Eve. It reads:
LAID BACK. JUST.BE.HAPPY.
But I guess, as simple as it can be, it is not easy 2 achieve. Especially being happy. Regardless, I certainly would take dis rule seriously 4 d next 270 days remaining. I’ve been tired (n hurt too) 4 keep on setting goals 4 my New Year resolutions but in da end, stays as da following next year’s resolutions. Classic Zokhri…
So I juz gonna take it easy dis time. No pressure. No target. Only focusing @ myself being happy. In watever I do, wherever I go, it is because of my own wills and wanting. Da will 2 treasure myself n reward myself 4 wat I’ve gained (nothing much but Australia, India and San Francisco are in the list) ^^
I am not bound to win but I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed but I am bound to live up to what light I have. (Abraham Lincoln, 1809 – 1865)
Some wud av called me coward. 4 once, Zokhri is known 2 b a goal setter n jetsetter bla..bla..bla which exactly I want 2 put a pause 2 those dogmas as I’m loosing da very essential needs of my living – parties, beaches, travelling, eating n blogging. Less, I realized I’m approaching 30 (age is just a number: repeat 100x) having qualification left and right, searching -slash- hunting 4 love n da rite person, still, I’m da lonely Zokhri. N 2 those who disagree wif me toning down, “I wud rather be lonely having all da things I wanna do, than being lonely wif wat ppl want me to do.”
The capacity to be alone becomes linked with self-discovery and self-realisation; with becoming aware of one’s deepest needs, feelings and impulses. (Anthony Storr)
So 2012 is a year, I wud focus more on myself. I’ll do wat I wanna do, be silly or recklessly, get wasted or busted, be doomed or boom. Every single thing dat I do, its gonna make myself a hero 2 me, a queen of myself, n putting aside others (4 a while I hope) from da picture. I’ll cease da risk n take da ride. Einstein once said, “There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.”
Dis is da moment, Zokhri! And opportunity strikes only once!! It’s either now or never!!!
Note: If da world still exist by 2013, I’ll think of a new strategy (^_^)
Next, Namaste India!!!