Sounds very unidealistic .. huh?
as living in da world of fantasy rather stepping in d world of reality
or
perhaps Zack Idris have been watching too much of romance movies lately (heyyy,, reading Law in ur final year is damn stressful...and watching romance is an acceptable excuse.. ahakz)
Y?
Izzit wrong to feel so?
Am I be guilty for loving some1 n being loved by sumbody?
Why its too hard to find somebody who really love u? with all his heart and soul?
or
Am i too filthy which disqualifies my heart from enjoying true love from sumbody
Wats wrong wif me?
Wat r da reasons 4 u not accepting me part of ur life?
Izzit cuz I'm a _ _ _ _ ??!!
which dun deserve for an everlasting love from a _ _ _ _? (Haha, mari bermain fill in da blank game)
hoho. Zack Idris gettin' crazy now .. out-of-his-reasonable-mind.
I've told ma junior once, love is eternity-WE LOVE N WE STAY-
N
u know wat he juz sed?
KICK UR ASS !!!.. Love is desire. Peeps fall in love for their desire needs.
My heart says -'very few not' (at least)
I replied "No, its not about desire."
Its about wat?
Its about showing respect n appreciate
its about sharing and caring
its about trust and confidence
He answered "Go to hell with ur fuckin' imaginative self-created @ syok sendiri love !!"
n
I nodded down silently....agreeing partly... reluctantly
sounds true on da surface, but dats not wat my heart says...at least dats not wat i want
Am I in love? Dun know?
X reason.. X comment please
(waaaaaaa...statement berani mati dari Zack Idris nih.. keh keh keh)
but my noble experience advised..
one - Sometimes the one dat we love isnt meant to be for us..
two - LOVE isnt a possession aka (Cinta tak semestinya memiliki) adusss
three - LOVE doesnt end in a relationship aka cinta tak semestinya bersatu ... ad
usss lagik..
tangkap leleh lah beb
SO, wat is love? Where is love?
Love is in da air...hahahahaha
2 da person I love, ( u know who you are) I juz want to know dat I'll always love you, no matter wat, whenever n wherever my love will always remain (even I'm no longer stay in ur heart)
Let it be known dat love is pure and virgin. Its we the human who contaminate it, make it obscene and impure ..
Love isnt for desire ... its for sharing-caring-trusting- respecting some1
Even, its more than dat ....
Ada apa dengan cinta?
Cinta punya segalanya
Notice of disclaimer - Zack is totally insane now..
CURSE MY FINALS !!!!!
Love,
Zack Idris
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16 comments:
salam.although awk x bg komen, nak jugak... it's sooo sweet... tak sangka abg wan kita ni begitu jiwang orangnya..hehe..bleh geng la kita. *winks*
so,erm..care to share?
salam..
eh mana ada !! U are free to leave comment on anything as how many as u like.
as i frequently sed, blogging is a sharing of minds n thoughts. so dun feel afraid to express and to be criticised..
jiwang? hohoho
dun get me wrong..
its juz dat da exam stress has made me really sick !!
i'm sickening being a law stud.. huhu
nak geng ngan awak? ish jgn jiwang2..takde istilah jiwang dalam perjuangan..(kui kui kui)
regards
XXX
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah
dear sir wan...
Tq for congratulating me. Hey, it's not weird for a
single guy to be in love, right? Ok, ok, I got it. U nie
tak nak jatuh saham langsung,hehe, I'm just
kidding. Tengah in a mood mengacau org
especially u,heheh.
U might not see da potential in urself but other
people can see it in u. u will be a successful chap,
successful in ur own way.i will alwiz pray 4 u as u
have alwiz prayed for me. the power of prayers is
great.
dont curse the exam..curse urself..its u towards the exam is the real mess, or..nah..to be honest im not reading the whole entry b4 writing dis comment(still hav loads to read on my exam 2moro!)but the title smhow drag me to write smthing stupid again..still remember my last comment on "loved the one who loves", n still, im hangin on the quote (i made it up all of sudden,remember?..p)..but wan zu, its normal to hav feelings towards other, no matter it just desire or even lust, it still a feeling..n for us ppl to get into the feeling, i mean how deep into it is depends..how u treat the feeling, n how "pure" the feeling is..for me myself i dunno..im not kind of jiwang person like our "abg wan" here(lol)..but still, as a person, wanzu, everyone hav the right to luv..yeah, outta my stand, even to "luv smone dat u luv,but not lov or not even knowing u loving him/her!"..to hav dat kind of feeling is normal, but remember, wut i sez earlier, - the stand of "loving ppl dat loves you" is important..darn, wut im doing here?im suppose to study, tomoro got paper ma..by the way..i write comment out of my business, so hav a deep thought of it, "abg wan"..lol
Dis is given by sumone who cares me .. knowing u is a priceless gift from God..
He sed dis to me:
No point in talking what you should have been. And regretting the things that went on. Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate. Remove the clouds, look at the bigger picture
thanks dear...
salam.. yeah, remove the thick, black clouds.. coz after that you'll find a beautiful rainbow..
now i'm searchin my rainbow. the hell wif the clouds
its not necessary to be a rainbow..remember,pitch black is also a color..try to goes deep into the ready-born blind?what they see?black?whats that?they even neven taught whats is black n how its look like..the point is, we remove the cloud, but its not dat we expect its gonna be rainbow on the other side..it just the matter of lookin of different perspective, on different side, on different hype after those unwanted "things" occured..the "thing" that fills our life, with full of variables consist of factors like mistakes, destinies and fate that get move all the way of someone life..dont expect every new picture or chapter to be so colorful n serene..no..pitch black also part of life..nothingness also part of life..oblivion is also a part of life..think bout it...
Dear Zakugaiden Hohenheim,
I'm truly found myself outstandingly startled upon reading ur comments..I cant believe dat its u who wrote those. full of sounding thoughts and really touches da heart who read it.
I shud have realised it long ago. thanks dear. U revamp da spirit dat has been abandoned in my soul for ages, ever since i started to know wat is love..
I take ur advice peace by peace, not leaving even a single part of it..n
thanks, for showing me.. how beautiful my life is even in dark stormy clouds..
Wish cud know you more !!
where r u from? hehehe
regards
XXX
can see how stressful u r now...I comment...everyone has the rite to love n being loved...who said u cannot love sumbody...there are many people in ur heart that u ever love...especially that special n lucky one (that lucky girl that love)...n I think for sure u have being loved by ur family n everyone who r falling in love with u...
so nothing lacking in our life as human being...just Allah tak lagi memberikan rasa cinta itu berbalas n dibalas...
cumanya dont blame ur life n even ur final...stress sentiasa datang dalam hidup...n I trust u can handle it very well...I advise...if u really love that person keep on working hard to win her heart...never give up...biasanya pompuan ni lembut hatinya bila tengok keilhklasan seorang lelaki...believe in me...I can ensure u that ur effort will not upset u...
after u have win in ur final battle...dont waste ur time to win ur love battle...let love n ambition stand hand in hand...hehehehe...
just an opinion froma fren who can understand u...
agree wif anonymous..but dont agree wif 1 part.."girl lembut ati dgn keikhlasan"..tu zaman tok kadok kot..lol..but dunno..
*luv someone dat luv u even dat person is the same as the one dat u luv*
maybe u noe n undrstand ppl more than i do..coz i even dont undrstand my own self..wut i want, what i hav..life so complicated but still, its so exciting..the more u get away from typicality, the more exciting life will be.. still luv the concept of havin life differnt way..so unpredictable..n having problems on n on is a bless..not only testing ur patience but also open u to new horizon..life so unpredictable..dats make it so exciting..so dont let the excitment went on *snap* just like dat..
-get away from typicality -
satu lg sentence best - "jodoh kat tangan Tuhan,beb"
life goes on, wif the "road not taken"..lol
p/s: im so f**kd up today..but dats life..lol
The Road Not Taken -Robert Frost
TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
zakugaiden hohenheim,
where do u get da song?
u know any songs similar to dis? songs dat purify ur heart, enlighten ur spirit, restore ur self-esteem kinda like?
i'm in need of those songs..
XXX
lol.."the road not taken" is not a song lyric, its a poem by Robert Frost, a renowned us poet
4 me..its not the matter of seeking smthing that enlighten our heart, it just a matter of finding something similar with our state of mind, at time being in particular..we tend to listen to heavy rock wutsoever when in rage or furious state, listen to love song when we in deep love n so on..4 me those kind of things (listening , reading particular stuff)is driven by our feeling,n not to be seek in search for something as a guide or tranquilizer wutsoever..
if we goes deep into a poet mind, or a lyric or songwriters, they make all those heartouching stuffs when they are driven by feelings n not as they got it somewhere after reading stuffs of another ppl..beautiful words come from our ownself, not from people of other thought..what we read or listen, is actually their feelings n thoughts, not ours..
but still, its good to read or listen to them, as they might drive you towards the feelings..but to search n seek the true feeling n the voice of pureness, its better to listen n "read" our heart..what we feel n touched at particular time..try to set back, relax n listen to the voice of ur heart(jiwang sih)..its the best..trust me..lol
but for ur question, the answer is nothing..coz its all my fingers do the job,as guided by my heart,n thought, driven by emotions n experiences of the past..
p/s:now i realize what my teacher intention..its ages ago n i just realize..sob sob..p
yup...
thanks zakugaiden...agree with ur statement n one thing that I wud like to say...boleh tahan gak jiwang u ya...hehehe...following da voice of our heart...
sum people are unpredictable...similar with da life...unpredictable...even we ourselves cud find it difficult to understand ourselves...ist'n it???n sumtime,voice of da heart is da closest fren dat we have to talk to...all about our feeling n many things...
so thanks 4 ur opinion about that tok kadok stuff...ada setengahnya setuju lah tapi sum typical things we cannot avoid...even yang lagi typical tu juga yang mungkin membantu...just work out with any method that we have...hehehe...
k...till then...
hmm.. i liked that 'road not taken'.. learnt in in spm.. but i wish i know bout it earlier
Ermmmm,
ladies n gentlemen,
dis is an official release from da admin..hihi
ermm it seems to me zakugaiden hohenheim is da hero all dis while. his thoughts r wonderful, full of valid arguments n analogy..May i take dis opportunity ( i hope i've spelled it rite cuz i lost in a spelling B competition in primary school cuz of dis damn word) to thank zakugaiden for his contribution in keeping dis blog alive and been one of da must-see blog of da week.
more important, he brought me to realise dat - I've to move on and set aside all my sorrowness in life. He didnt ask to throw it away cuz its part of da beauty in life. but he asked me to look it in a positive way..
i'm sure his experience is worth to be shared in ere. i feel honoured for having him as a regular visitor in my blog.. to zakugaiden (shud u read dis, and i'm sure u will hehehehe) thanks so much dear.. my words cant hardly express da actual appreciation i felt.. from da bottom of my broken heart (kui kui kui)
again, many thanks
regards
XXX
motto of d day -
ALWAYS LISTEN TO D VOICE OF UR HEART.
Have a nice day to all
regards
XXX
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